Well, well, well here we are another month has gone by and I am still drinking!
I really do piss myself off big time. You see I know that I CAN do it. This year, starting on Feb 1st I had 80 days off the sauce, and only a month ago I managed 5 days fairly “easily”.
I signed up for Sober October which should have started 4 days ago……
Even now at 8.30 am I am thinking, it will be no problem, no booze tonight, one day at a time (sweet Jesus, that’s all I’m begging from you). Yet when 4 pm rolls around Wolfie will start whispering, murmuring, cajoling, and sniggering.
What would be SO great would be to be able to blog on here, and to say to myself and to anyone else if they happen to see this, that I AM NOT DRINKING!